Wow it has been so long since I have written anything. I decided to start a Sims 3 Legacy on my Sims journal SIMplyFate and I suppose it inspired me a bit to crack this journal open! And besides knowing it is just good to get things off your chest and Kathy saying I should be using my journal too, here I am.
The recap between my last update and now even though it was almost 2 years ago isn't all that different. I have not been back to work since my first back surgery in '08 which of course puts more financial strain on the family than we already have. Not to mention I don't even know if I have a job to go back to! I just keep telling myself that you will cross that bridge when you get there. I also had to have a 2nd surgery on my back where they went in from the front last August because of complications. I again don't want to say I regret any of the work done on my back and if I look at the big picture I know it has helped. But it is hard when I am still in pain, still on pain meds and don't know what else can be done! They have done epidurals with little relief given and now my pain management doctor wants me to see my spine specialist and see what she says and thinks because basically he doesn't know what can be done. I am just hoping I don't get thrown to the curb or told this is as good as it gets! It is nerve racking to say the least! I don't see her until June so we will see. For now I just have to keep telling myself not to worry about it. Although that is easier said than done.
Tonight has been sort of a mess! My Dad decided it would be 'Let's be mean and rude to Laura Night'! And well I called him on it and needless to say it didn't go well. He then decides to be a little Bitch to all of us because he was in fact wrong and Mom and Kathy agreed with me. And it was of course over small things and I don't know what his problem is. Let's correct that I have a good idea that it is his pain meds, they make him so moody, at least that is the only thing I can think is setting him off so often. It just isn't fair! I am trying to not let it ruin my whole night. I am just so thankful for my Mom and Kathy <3
I think I am going to go eat some cereal, toast and maybe drink another cup of hot chocolate coffee and then play my Sims some. So long as my game doesn't give me trouble or crash, it is my Happy place ;)
- Like 2 Years Later...